Well, the one break I’ve been looking forward to all year turns out to be a very boring one. It seems my entire life is at the place I dread the most.

School is sucking up my life like a leech, but all my friends are there and it seems it’s the only place I get to see them.

If I’m not hanging out with them, I’m at home on the Internet talking to my friends here.

I’m really looking forward to summer vacation in another 5 months or so.

I’m moving back to Atlanta at that time into a bigger house, a much bigger church, and a chance to start all over again at school. Still, I can never really get used to starting over again and again. I’ve lived here in Miami twice and I’ll be moving to Atlanta for the second time. It’s times like these when it sucks being half demon because I seem more demon than human a lot of the time.

I get pissed off easily and I’m very irritable. I’m pretty much pissed off at the whole fucking world. I have no place to escape to. I have no sanctuary. I try to drown it all out in video games, but that makes it worse sometimes when I get pissed at a certain boss or enemy and I feel the urge to throw large objects across the room and swear uncontrollably. Then I take it out on every one else.

I thought being half demon was a gift in disguise, what with the power and chaos, but it turns out to be my worst attribute. It’s going to get me in a lot of trouble one day, but for now, I won’t worry too much about it....

Listening To:
Franz Fernidad

Watching:
InuYasha..what else?

Website:
Chaotic Boom Zone

Playing:
God of War

Feeling
Fucking Pissed...